Why?? WHY?? am feeling so useless right now :'(
where is my heart to serve?? where is all those motivations and inspiration to achieve my goals??
what is my goal?? last time I used to make those promises to serve the people when I was in college..now it had just wash down the drain...working life have just become another norm for me...I suddenly realize I don't have the heart anymore...all I want to do is enjoy my life...I must have become lazy and too comfortable :( UGH!!! I need to retrace all my walk with God again and remember why I wanted to do nursing in the 1st place...I realize I have work just for the sake of working...this is not good at all!!
