Selamat Hari Merdeka!!!

HAPPY MERDEKA to all malaysians!!!

i'm proud to be a malaysian

thats all i can say^^

Mistakes...mistakes...

i will learn from it,i promise...so just stayed positive!!! learn from experience. Its when you fall,then only will you learn..don't give up so easily...ever since those 2 incidents happened,doubts after doubts kept floating through my mind during the last few days..am i even fit or suitable to be a nurse?? :'( last time when i was still a student,the staff nurse will take care of everything for me but now,its totally TOTALLY different. I have to be entirely responsible if anything goes wrong and it is not nice at all when seniors points out your mistakes or you get scolding by them. Thank God they are still willing to teach me. Although the mistakes i made are not life threatening but its certainly salary threatening all due to my carelessness and irresponsibility :(
But anyway,i'm gonna take all this as a challenge and also a chance to learn from it. After all,its only when u fall,then only will u grow. Yup,so i must take all this positively...i need to become better and better!!!

Working life

Its been a month since i started my working life and this month is my second month working in marternity ward...well..all i can say is working life isn't easy but thanks be to God,i managed to survived my 1st month of working life...a lot of thoughts have gone through my mind recently about what's the purpose and why they choose this ward for me as O&G is not my particular field of interest but i decided to give myself 0ne year in this specialized area to gain as much experience and know as much knowledge as i can...who knows,maybe i will be interested after 1 year :) but i still don't think i want to be a midwive..

During this 2 days, i have been tagging with CI Tang to serve medication and i ABSOLUTELY HATE serving meds...ugh!!! yet,i know that if i don't serve the patient,the patient won't get well...medicines...medicines...the colourful world of medicines..just looking at it makes me wanna puke :/ NO!!! i must learn how to love it..anyway,today CI Tang gave me her evaluation about me and said i was too overconfident which hits me quite hard..its hard to believe that someone will say that i'm overconfident as i never thought of myself as a confident person..for those who know me well,they will also know that i'm not a very confident person..and she also mention that a person's attidude is very important when it comes to nursing as we are dealing with people's lives. I did some reflection on myself after hearing her and it dawned on me that what she said might be quite true...hmm...i must really change to be a more responsible,caring nurse and if i'm not sure of anything,ASK and most importantly BE HUMBLE and not think that you know everything...remember OVERCONFIDENT KILLS!!! thats the sentence that she keep repeating..yup,so i'm gonna remember it :)

Overall,i'm thankful that i have a good CI like her..she has certainly taught me a lot of things and how to be a good and responsible nurse..Thank You Lord for sending her to teach me^^

And i received a watch from my beloved parents as my graduation present

i know its a little early to receive it but

i ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT!!!

Thanks Mom and Dad^^

love you!!! muacks!!!

I love it <3


and this friday i will be going to pavillion to watch movie

can't wait!!! ^^