OT..is it really worth it??

It has been a tiring and busy week...so far i have done OT twice last week and another one yesterday and today i'm suppose to celebrate my grandma birthday but i was SO tired,like super duper tired till i couldn't move my body that i missed it...i remembered saying no when my sis ask me to wake up as i was too tired. I remembered my mom opening the door and closing it back without asking whether i wanted to go to my grandma house or not but as i was still very very tired,i felt right back to sleep. In the end,my whole family left without me :( when i woke up which is round 6 something ,i realize that the whole house was quiet and the family car was not in the porch..so i quickly called my dad. When he picked up the phone, i heard them singing "happy birthday". I was real upset and immediately felt like crying...how can i miss such an important event?? i even change shift with my senior (i'm supposed to be evening today) when i know we were going to celebrate her birthday not to mention giving out christmas presents to everyone.(fyi,its a tradition every year we will give christmas present to everyone on my grandma birthday) This is the 1st time i'm not celebrating it with everyone T.T
i'm not doing anymore OT nxt week..i'm scared >.<


Lesson learnt :
Don't simply say yes when someone ask you to do OT.(fyi,i got called up at 4am in the morning yesterday by the HA just to come bck n do OT whereby i'm evening) and DO NOT EVER let the lure of money be the source of your motivation to do it...the singapore trip was what motivated me to do it as i needed to save money so i can go there next year...but seeing what i missed today,such an important event,i suddenly realized that there are some things that money cannot buy or offer...
haiz....

Boring life

Work...work..work...non stop...
and yet i need more money...

i'm the most outdated among my friends
feel lazy to catch up with them..either too tired or too busy or just plain lazy...

i dun have anyone special to love or to take care
no one miss me or is chasing after me...
i miss the feeling of falling in love or having a crush...haha...

that's all abt me for now...