not use to this new blog management

lol..i dun like this new blog management...that's all i can say and finally i got to go to church yesterday after so many weeks xD but while i was in church,i suddenly received an sms from apple saying she's going for op later...sorry,apple,i din come n visit u coz i din have my car with me n it was all of a sudden :/ so sorry!! n nxt week i will be going for a spa with my 3 bffs..can't wait^^..hehe:)

woohoo..finally some time to rest!!

later i will be going somewhere to pamper myself...haha!! xD

Can life get any better????

The stress level is increasing the more time i spent in ward 4B n yet i super love my colleagues there..i can be myself when i'm with them and they are great when it comes to teamwork coz they are all willing to help each other n they are super friendly n nice too..haha..really enjoy my night shift with them^^ i guess the only thing i really enjoy is my colleagues but not my ward situation...haiz...n now our ward is changing to 12 hourly shift soon which will even be worse...but oh well,life still goes on...i still enjoy my ward eventhough its so stress n busy there as i see many kinds of ppl and situations..some situation that caught me off guard....
anyway,i will be going up to genting this friday with the besties..can't wait to spend some quality time with them plus have some fun too and one of them is bringing her guys hsemates...this will be my 1st time going on hols with guys n girls in such a big gang...there will be 10 of us...phew!! hope everything will go smoothly...cheerios^^

From heaven to hell??

today is my fourth day working in ward 4B and i'm already thinking of running back to my previous ward-ward 2B...but nooooooooooooooooooooo,i need to perservered on...no matter how tough it is...its been a challenge for me since i started working there especially when i have lost touch with my medical-surgical side :(

I need to motivate myself and not lose focus on my goal...
anyway,here's my plan
i plan to work in ward 4B for 3 years then go to medical-onco and work there for 1 and another 1/2 years and maybe do an onco post basic( suddenly,i'm kinda willing to be bonded again) and after completing my bond,join hospice malaysia and become a palliative care nurse or if that doesn't happen,then i will work for the cancer centre in KLGH...

yup,that's my plan...hehe:) hopefully it will become real..hehe^^

Happy New Year!!!!!

Happy 2012!! Another year have passed :)
As i looked back ON last year,i don't think i have accomplish much other than graduating n having a stable job but nevertheless,i'm looking forward to another great year...

so all i can say is




HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN!!!








*p.s. can i have a boyfriend this year?? ;p haha xD

OT..is it really worth it??

It has been a tiring and busy week...so far i have done OT twice last week and another one yesterday and today i'm suppose to celebrate my grandma birthday but i was SO tired,like super duper tired till i couldn't move my body that i missed it...i remembered saying no when my sis ask me to wake up as i was too tired. I remembered my mom opening the door and closing it back without asking whether i wanted to go to my grandma house or not but as i was still very very tired,i felt right back to sleep. In the end,my whole family left without me :( when i woke up which is round 6 something ,i realize that the whole house was quiet and the family car was not in the porch..so i quickly called my dad. When he picked up the phone, i heard them singing "happy birthday". I was real upset and immediately felt like crying...how can i miss such an important event?? i even change shift with my senior (i'm supposed to be evening today) when i know we were going to celebrate her birthday not to mention giving out christmas presents to everyone.(fyi,its a tradition every year we will give christmas present to everyone on my grandma birthday) This is the 1st time i'm not celebrating it with everyone T.T
i'm not doing anymore OT nxt week..i'm scared >.<


Lesson learnt :
Don't simply say yes when someone ask you to do OT.(fyi,i got called up at 4am in the morning yesterday by the HA just to come bck n do OT whereby i'm evening) and DO NOT EVER let the lure of money be the source of your motivation to do it...the singapore trip was what motivated me to do it as i needed to save money so i can go there next year...but seeing what i missed today,such an important event,i suddenly realized that there are some things that money cannot buy or offer...
haiz....

Boring life

Work...work..work...non stop...
and yet i need more money...

i'm the most outdated among my friends
feel lazy to catch up with them..either too tired or too busy or just plain lazy...

i dun have anyone special to love or to take care
no one miss me or is chasing after me...
i miss the feeling of falling in love or having a crush...haha...

that's all abt me for now...